muh

Love come find me
Kill me quickly
Breathe out
Breath in

You take a pill hoping it’ll fix you
Then wonder why sorrow has never left you

Help

I thought a shower would make me feel better but it only made me feel even more repulsive. Oh.
Casually crawls under the blankets and cries.

I’m really torn between being upbeat because I don’t want o bother my friends for something so ridiculous, and crying out for their help. I’m just doing some absurd in between thing right now. Trying to act happy but desperately wishing they’d notice something’s wrong. And as I say I’m fine :) I’m actually lying in bed crying.